Jaded (Slowed Down)

[Verse 1]
I wish the people who lie and say that they love me
Would look me in my pretty face and tell me all of their true intentions
I never really was the "drown it out" type but I must admit that I got a problem
Probably need an intervention
I'm looking in the mirror and recognize the parts of my dad I don't like
And that's the truth that I don't wanna live in
I called my mom last night and told her I've been struggling when it comes to figuring out this thing we call living
And do I really want it?
I feel myself falling apart
I feel my soul plummet
Think I'm afraid to talk to God
'Cause I don't feel nothin'
I don't want him to think I'm taking all of this for granted
Well shit, maybe I am

[Chorus]
Ask me how I feel
I'ma say I'm jaded
Look me in my eyes don't you see me faded
It's a long road, I'ma walk it alone
I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold
Yeah, ask me how I feel
I'ma say I'm jaded
Look me in my eyes don't you see me faded
It's a long road I'ma, walk it alone
I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold
Woa-woah-woah-oh, woa-woah-woah-oh, na-na-na
Woa-woah-woah-oh, woa-woah-woah-oh, na-na-na

[Verse 2]
Conversations with myself
I'm tryna fight all these demons
Tell me what's the point in this
If I'm not seeing the reason
I've been made to feel like I don't give enough
When in the end it's my heart bleeding
I put my trust in so many
That only end up leaving
While the ones who truly love me
End up paying for their sins
And I've been lying to myself
I know this ain't the way to live
And I been reflecting on what I see in my reflection
I'll tell it all right now and give you every confession so you can

[Chorus]
Ask me how I feel
I'ma say I'm jaded
Look me in my eyes don't you see me faded
It's a long road, I'ma walk it alone
I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold
Yeah, ask me how I feel
I'ma say I'm jaded
Look me in my eyes don't you see me faded
It's a long road I'ma, walk it alone
I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold
Woa-woah-woah-oh, woa-woah-woah-oh, na-na-na
Woa-woah-woah-oh, woa-woah-woah-oh, na-na-na