Jaded

There rlly isn’t a doubt ab it
I can’t go w/o it
I gotta have it

& now ur tellin’ me tht im dramatic
Ig it’s a habit
Throw me in a casket

There rlly isn’t a doubt ab it
I can’t go w/o it
I gotta have it

& now ur tellin’ me tht im dramatic
Ig it’s a habit
Throw me in a casket

I gotta kick this habit
Yk my bitch th baddest
Now she tryna grab it
But i ain’t tryna have it

I’m way too sad for tht shit
& now she think i’m bad shit
Ima fly away
Yeah i’m always wreakin’ havoc

I know u don’t know
How far i’d go
Down this lonely road
I’ve lost all hope

I got nowhere to go
& i’m feelin’ so low
Gotta take her home
I’m in my zone

I’m left to roam
There’s no place quite like home
Don’t know right from wrong
Every time i make a song

I got her in my palms
& i hold her in my arms
I just hope u know i didn’t mean u any harm

I’m fuckin’ shakin’
My body won’t stop achin’
I’m dyin’ in the basement
Wishin’ u would say shit

Like “why u so complacent
Yk i fuckin’ hate it”
Baby i’m so jaded
I hope i start decayin’

This agony’s a tragedy
& ion understand why it’s been happening
& i’m gettin’ so sick of reality
Wish i could just leave n live happily