Jaded

All the questions that I ask
Erase the answers that I have
I never meant to become jaded
Familiarity has Blinded me
Too close to notice that I can’t see
That I’ve become an atheist
That when in need believes that You exist
A Dogmatic dose, religious fix
I take you in, like western medicine
A doctors note, a Prescription
But there’s no placebo for my oxygen
I took a chance on gravity
And now it falls on me
All the quеstions that I ask
Erase the answers that I havе
I never meant to become jaded
All the things that I have seen
Are they a distant Memory?
I never meant to be so Jaded
I’m a river in, with no outlet
Stagnant in my intellect

Cloudy waters that can’t reflect
I saw you there but somehow I forget
I built these walls to keep me safe
Now I’m dying in a cage
I was afraid of certainty, but now I know what I believe