​jaded

[Verse]
Could you hold that?
I was the broke one
I lived in a old flat
You needed patience
I don't know what pace is
Push me around 'till we eventually dated
I get eventually faded
My judgement is jaded
Where did the way in, oh go?
I am a lost soul, so hold my peace
Oh god, go-
Like I was wrong
Threw shots through my skull
I was [?]