Jaded

[Chorus]
I just watch
The leaves fall
And everyone crowding round my body after I freefall
I don't want to be the only person you gon' grieve for
I can't really make you the blame because it seems all

Life has been given a chance
I really wanted to go talk to you all in advance
Because it seems that I fucked it up all over again
I just been jaded in my room, I want to fucking ascend
I know that this is the end

[Verse 1]
Turn the tv off
I don't wanna see my mangled body on the screen no more
Fuck the alcohol
I can give all this venting a try, but after that I won't fight, no more

I've been lеaving my camera on me while I prеpare
Watch me drive into insanity and pure despair
I been wasting my energy watch me peel and tear
I couldn't ever drive through my roots, now I'm thinking life isn't fair

[Verse 2]
I've been seeing all these ghosts inside my room
I never knew where to go until I found you
I'm gonna break soon
Watching you leave my body behind made me look like a damn fool

Again, I see why
I couldn't ever end it on bad terms
We straight like a bad perm
But you never answer
Your phone I guess
That's signal
Or you're ignoring all my missed calls

[Chorus]
I just watch
The leaves fall
And everyone crowding round my body after I freefall
I don't want to be the only person you gon' grieve for
I can't really make you the blame because it seems all

Life has been given a chance
I really wanted to go talk to you all in advance
Because it seems that I fucked it up all over again
I just been jaded in my room, I want to fucking ascend
I know that this is the end