Itzjustliekgoin2sleep

[Verse 1]
Everything seems so fucking pointless
50 songs and not one is finished, I
Barely got the drive to record this
I just want to overdose and die
When you don't have any access
To any drugs you start to wonder why
Why are all my friends able to do it?
And why the fuck do I lead such a selfish life

[Chorus]
When I'm 20 I'll kill myself
I'll fill my car with gas and inhale
I'll slit my wrists blood pours into the pail
I'll stop eating until my skin is pale
Maybe I'll go out with someone else and
Let the cops do their job and kill me
Shoot me in the head, heart, and maybe
I'll at least leave my mark on history

[Verse 2]
Last month of me being 19
And I'm spending my teen years wanting drugs
Why the fuck am I so pathetic
Whining into the mic like anyone
Gives even the slightest fuck
About any of the problems
I should just get it over with
Save up just to buy a fucking gun

[Chorus]
When I'm 20 I'll kill myself
I'll fill my car with gas and inhale
I'll slit my wrists blood pours into the pail
I'll stop eating until my skin is pale
Maybe I'll go out with someone else and
Let the cops do their job and kill me
Shoot me in the head, heart, and maybe
I'll at least leave my mark on history

[Verse 3]
I'm too scared of the outside world
I'll never go outside of my room again
I'll probably just end up gettin'
Hate-crimed or some kind of trafficked
Everypony probably hates me
Without some red pills I can't do any stuff
And doctors won't give me my diagnosis
So I guess from everything I will just run

[Chorus]
When I'm 20 I'll kill myself
I'll fill my car with gas and inhale
I'll slit my wrists blood pours into the pail
I'll stop eating until my skin is pale
Maybe I'll go out with someone else and
Let the cops do their job and kill me
Shoot me in the head, heart, and maybe
I'll at least leave my mark on history