Its really not that bad

I bet it hurts to read permanence
I used to think on all of this and how you don't
Damn it's hard to find sustenance
When all I had was love for this and now you don't
Now I just abuse substances to drown out your accomplishments, however few
All of this frustrates me bad
'cause I can't stay mad at you or change anything that I had
She told me don't think like that, it's really not that bad
I hope this makes you sad
I hope this makes you sad