Its Gone

[Intro - Producer Tag]
Trench Boy

[Hook]
So long
Never said you’re leaving but you’re gone
Hope you remember me though when I’m gone
Crazy just to see how far I’ve gone
Walkin’ out the screen onto the lawn

I was fine and I was on track
I’ve been slowly tryna move back towards that
Mismatched, worn down parts
The board cracks

[Verse 1]
I still don’t know how I was so calm
When I knew what’s going on
And it was so wrong
I can’t take back all the shit that I’ve done
All that I can do is run
I fucked up
Honestly I’m not even gonna lie
Shit was a mistake
Misplaced parts put within
I’m supposed to go
I don’t want nobody because I’m safer on my own
I’m fine on my own
I’m fine on my own
Imma spend it all alone
I’ve been [strugglin'?] all alone
24/7, I was getting on my own
I don’t think I can ever be prepared for what I’m shown
I’m high like the plane icon I keep on [the] top of my phone

[Chorus]
This not [like in?] my head it seems
In my chest, Imma scream Jess rest in peace
Triumph in front of my enemies
You won’t ever take my energy

[Bridge]
And I do
Oh I would treat you if you slide through
Oh I wouldn’t blame you if you lied too
I wanna see you in the light’s hue
I wouldn’t be with you but I’d like to
(Wouldn’t be with you but I’d like to)

[Verse 2]
It’s gone
You don’t see me out here waitin’ for it
I can’t trust [me/you and it's clear?]
I’ve heard too many horror stories
And I just can’t find nothing out here for me
[Labels/those I laid with?] can’t afford me

[Chorus]
It’s not [like in?] my head it seems
In my chest, Imma scream Jess rest in peace
Triumph in front of my enemies
You won’t ever take my energy

[Outro]
So long
Never said you’re leaving but you’re gone
Hope you remember me though when I’m gone
Crazy just to see how far I’ve gone
Walkin’ out the screen onto the lawn

I was fine and I was on track
I’ve been slowly tryna move back towards that
Mismatched, worn down parts
The board cracks