Its Getting Bad Again

All alone in my room
I'm feeling down again
I don’t know what to say
It's getting bad again
All i know is i need to try my best
To get out of this hole i put myself in
She's my everything
She’s all i've ever wanted
When i am with her
I feel like i'm important
I feel alive when i'm in her arms
She makes me want to live
How did we get this far
Without me ruining it all
I'm scared that i'll ruin it all
But i swear i try my best
But i'm always such a mess
Yea
I wish that i could love myself as much i love you
You're my everything
You’re everything i need
And you’re everything i want
When i'm down i tend to hide
But i’m tryna change
I wish i didn't hate myself
Somedays i feel like i should just kill myself
But then i think of you and it all feels worth it
But right now i feel worthless
I feel so worthless
You make it worth it
Just hold me
Tell me that i'll be okay