it should’ve been me

The last thing you did before you died was make a beat for me, the last thing bro on your laptop was my FLP. Now it's my mission to make it, I don't care who's talking bout me

It's been two years since you left us, why did you have to leave? I always tell people bout you, you're a big part of me. You were such a real producer, you wanted the best for me. I'll always think about you yea as long as I breathe. Don't take your friends for granted cause they could always leave

That’s life that’s life people come and they leave, cut myself cut my wrist my scar’s never gonna leave. He was 18 years old I was crying can’t you see, sometimes I just wanna cry and I wanna bleed

I’m sick in the head and I went to therapy, I’m so suicidal keep that blade away from me. I was supposed to die nigga before 20, what’s my purpose? I don’t know I never asked to be here

I’m smiling a lot I’m tryna pretend like it’s okay, I’m tryna stay positive I’m tryna say it is okay. But sometimes, I got my days where I take the blade. Cut myself vertically hope I’ll go away, I would’ve done it if I could switch the place. You should be here instead of me today, I miss u forever bro I love you twin. I’m gon cry forever bro I love you twin