It’s Not You (It’s Him)

[Verse 1]
Is it cheating on you? Am I leading you on?
If we're laid in your room and I'm thinking of someone else
I hate myself
And I thought I moved on, you're putting a record on
Now you're singing along and I'm singing to someone else
I hate myself

[Pre-Chorus]
When you touch me like that, my god, I feel so fucking bad
I thought the past was in the past but it's not, oh

[Chorus]
It's not me, it's not me
I promise it's only history
Fucking this up and I'm sorry
I'm sorry, it's not you, it's him
Got me, he's got me
Under his thumb and it's heavy
Baby I feel like I'm drowning
I'm drowning, it's not you, it's him

[Verse 2]
You know I don't wanna hurt, you know I don't wanna stay
The first cut is the worst and I know it sounds so cliché
And I hate the way

[Pre-Chorus]
When you touch me like that, my god, I feel so fucking bad
I thought the past was in thе past but it's not, oh

[Chorus]
It's not me, it's not me
I promise it's only history
Fucking this up and I'm sorry
I'm sorry, it's not you, it's him
Got mе, he's got me
Under his thumb and it's heavy
Baby I feel like I'm drowning
I'm drowning, it's not you, it's him

[Bridge]
The first cut is the deepest, baby yeah
And there's no competing, competing with I
Oh yeah

[Chorus]
It's not me, it's not me
I promise it's only history
Fucking this up and I'm sorry
I'm sorry, it's not you, it's him