It’s Not Even You I’m Crying Over

[Verse 1]
Don't like reflecting, just makes me anxious
Don't wanna talk about it
I've seen it before, you're not looking for
A big commitment

[Pre-Chorus]
Why's it so hard to want this?
I never want it, but now that I want it
I always ruin the party by saying "I'm sorry
But I need more than this"

[Chorus]
It's not even you that I'm crying over
Yeah, it's true, you've kinda fucked me over
But I'm just mad that I haven't had the chance to play it on my terms
I'm due for someone I deserve

[Verse 2]
Don't wanna learn a lesson, second guessing
Feeling that I'd had quit
Always ending the same way, you say that you can't make
Any sense of this

[Pre-Chorus]
Why's it so hard to want this?
I never want it, but now that I want it
You're the one I started, I didn't ask to be part of it
But I need more than this

[Chorus]
It's not even you that I'm crying over
Yeah, it's true, you've kinda fucked me over
But I'm just mad that I haven't had the chance to play it on my terms
I'm due for someone I deserve
It's not even you that I'm crying over
Yeah, it's true, you've kinda fucked me over
But I'm just mad that I haven't had the chance to play it on my terms
I'm due for someone I deserve
I'm due for someone I deserve