​it’s not easy for me

[Intro]
It's not easy for me, it's not easy for me
Chemicals have taken full control and I'm not even worried
It has to be because of me

[Verse 1]
I've done nothing to prevent this
I know that all good things come to an end
But I never got a chance to begin

[Chorus]
I stay crammed inside this fucking room
It's already far too late for me 'cause I've been consumed
I don't know what's the use

[Verse 2]
Wait four more days
I'll just recollect myself and take the blame
I guess you rеally gotta lose to win the game
I sit in thе back of the parking lot while I waste away
Every day I'm following a similar schedule
Should have known it from the start, my fucking heart wasn't edible
But I guess things change and you did too
All along I really was the gum under your shoe

[Chorus]
I stay crammed inside this fucking room
It's already far too late for me 'cause I've been consumed
I don't know what's the use
It's not easy for me, it's not easy for me, it's not easy for me
It's not easy for me, it's not easy for me, it's not easy for me