It’s Not A Competition (voice memo)

It's not a competition
But maybe it is
And I think I'll win when you least expect it
Slip off your socks and then
Take her to bed
I will show up when you least expect it

I always do

But I think I found someone to buffer the pain
I think I found what you have in your veins
So I'll never lose
And it's never true
I lie every day
But I will always hate losing to you

It's not a competition
But I moved on first
And you must have something to say about it
Tell all your friends that I hurt you worse
Cause you know I'll have something to say about it

I always do

But I think I found someone to buffеr the pain
I think I found what you have in your veins
So I'll nеver lose
And it's never true
I lie every day
But I will always hate losing to you

I thought I found someone to buffer the pain
But it didn't last and it wasn't the same
Still I'll never lose
But he's never you
I lie every day

I thought I found someone, or that's just what I say
To help keep the devil and his dogs away
It's an ego thing, true
But it's time you knew
I die every day
Cause I will always wait for you