​it’s my turn at the Live Dream

[Intro]
We are thaught to always find the silver lining
To push forward without all the fussing and whining
That theres no rainbows without the rain
But what if right now I need to bask in this pain
Let lose a rage I once used to tame
I see my adolescent rosy cheeks turning gray
The color fades along with my ability to make the right choices
Left is right, right is left, forward is back and I've lost my way
My compass broke along with the organ that once kept me alive
When you ripped out my heart did you rip out my eyes
Numbing what's left of my hollow insides
With poisons and everything my tastebuds despise
But this is a first
I'm spiraling out
Now it's my turn
To raise hell and be loud

[Verse 1]
I keep on losing all of my headphones
Blacking out in cars home
Can I face the music alone?
I was always burying my secrets
The demons started creeping
Up along my skin and through my bones

[Pre-Chorus]
Watch as I'm running away
Just let me go
I'm not gonna stay

[Chorus]
Now it's my turn
To be the crazy one
To finally come undone
To go and let the house just burn
To mess the system up
So I'ma raise a cup
And celebrate until I learn
That you can chase the sun
That you can fake the fun
And all the poison makes it worse
But it's my turn

[Post-Chorus]
It's my turn (Hey)
Turn, turn, turn

[Verse 2]
I know you've got your versions of the story
I'm sick of saying sorry
I'm sick of always having to explain
Couldn't breathe underneath all the pressure
So pain, it became pleasure
Living for you, didn't know my name

[Pre-Chorus]
Watch as I'm running away
Just let me go
I'm not gonna stay

[Chorus]
Now it's my turn
To be the crazy one
To finally come undone
To go and let the house just burn
To mess the system up
So I'ma raise a cup
And celebrate until I learn
That you can chase the sun
That you can fake the fun
And all the poison makes it worse
But it's my turn

[Post-Chorus]
It's my turn (Hey)
Turn, turn, turn (Hey)
That you can chase the sun
That you can fake the fun
And all the poison makes it worse
But it's my turn
It's my turn

[Pre-Chorus]
Watch as I'm running away
Just let me go
I'm not gonna stay

[Chorus]
Now it's my turn
To be the crazy one
To finally come undone
To go and let the house just burn
To mess the system up
So I'ma raise a cup
And celebrate until I learn
That you can chase the sun
That you can fake the fun
And all the poison makes it worse
But it's my turn

[Post-Chorus]
It's my turn
Turn, turn, turn (Hey)
That you can chase the sun
That you can fake the fun
And all the poison makes it worse
But it's my turn
It's my turn