IT NEVER TRULY ENDS

WELL ALL THE PROBLEMS THAT I FEEL TODAY
MY SUBCONSCIOUS MIND IS UNDERPLAY
HOW IM FEELING LIKE THE WORLD IS AFTER MY ESTATE
BUT I AINT WORTH SHIT ILL STILL LAST YA NAME
HOW I FEEL ABOUT THE PAIN ID JUST RATHER DIE
FEEL THE ICE IN MY VEINS WATCH MY SKIN BURN ILL STILL SURVIVE
IVE BEEN STARING AT THE SUN JUST SO I CAN DIE
ITS THE DARKNESS THAT SURROUNDS YOU
WHEN FEEL LIKE NO ONES TRYING AND YOU DONT FEEL REAL NIGHTMARES GETTING WORSER I JUST DONT KNOW HOW THE FUCK I FEEL
PREMONITIONS OF FUTURE WHERE IM HEADING DONT BELONG
PROLONGED EXISTENCE HOW IM LIVING DIFFERENT
FROM WHEN I WAS 6
I USED TO NOT KNOW SHIT
NOW I CANT LIVE SOBER
SHITS BEEN DIFFERENT SINCE A JIT
THIS REALITY JUST DONT FEEL RIGHT
SHITS BEEN DIFFERENT SINCE I COULD REMEMBER
I LOOK OUTSIDE AND I SEE RAIN
ITS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK IS THE DIFFERENCE
BETWEEN HAPPINESS AND ILLUSION
I STAY TRIPPING OUTTA MY MIND
CANT YOU KEEP YOU THE FUCK OUTTA MY MIND
ALL THIS MELANCHOLYS’ ELUSIVE
I TOLD THEM WAKE ME UP WHEN IM DONE DREAMING
CAUSE I GOT DEMONS ALL UP ON MY NECK
I TOLD THEM IM FINE BUT IM DONE SPEAKING LIES GOTT GET IT OFF MY CHEST
MORE OFTEN THAN NOT I DONT KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
FROZEN BONES I TAKE A BREATH NEED TO BALANCE THINGS
PROBLEM PERSONA I NEED A NEW LOOK ON THINGS