It Means Nothing

Intro:
All this shit’s just building up
Getting so hard to cope
I barely sleep I barely eat
Yeah I just lock the door
I stay alone when I’m down don’t want no one to know
Yeah I’ma go cause fuck this shit
I’m not ok at all

Chorus:
Yeah I’m not okay at all
Feelin’ like I’m trapped
Surrounded by all these walls
Yeah I’m lost in the demons planted in my head
Tryna run but they catch you just when you think you’re ahead
But I’m never ahead
I swear to god they’re surrounding me
Nothing but dead ends
Got me wishing I was gone
Got me wishing I was dead
Can’t commit suicide
Ain’t tryna give up I gotta fight this till thе end. (End)

Verse:
I gotta fight this till thе end
But I’m spending most of my days in bed
God I’m fucking tired but I cannot fucking sleep
I been searching for a meaning but what does it mean to me?
It means nothing
Everyday I wake up feelin’ sick to my stomach
Drenched in sweat
Paranoia got me buzzing
Life doesn’t pause so I guess I’ll have to run it
Just to catch up
Man fuck all this I’m just tryna act up
Take all these drugs faster
Get me higher than the last one
Don’t mind me I’m high as fuck
Milligrams of Vyvanse in my brain oh yuh
Fillin’ the prescriptions month after month uh
Fucking up my brain
Tell that bitch good luck ah-oh

Chorus:
Yeah I’m not okay at all
Feelin’ like I’m trapped
Surrounded by all these walls
Yeah I’m lost in the demons planted in my head
Tryna run but they catch you just when you think you’re ahead
But I’m never ahead
I swear to god they’re surrounding me
Nothing but dead ends
Got me wishing I was gone
Got me wishing I was dead
Can’t commit suicide
Ain’t tryna give up I gotta fight this till the end. (End)