It haunts me to know

[Verse 1: Epitomeoffailure]
I-I-I-I-I try to forget the past
But it just keep bringing me back
N-N-N-No we didn’t know how this would last
Is it funny to you to see my life shatter like glass
T-T-T-The world around me left me broken and scarred
Don’t be surprised when I’m dead in the dark
These lonely feelings that I can’t shake
Oh god, when will it break

[Chorus: Epitomeoffailure & casperrr]
All of these feelings, what is the meaning?
I struggle every day to keep on living and breathing
At this point I’ll be dead hanging from the ceiling
I’ve been so alone, got no where to go
Not even a homе walking down this lonely road
No hands to hold, I’m really on my own
It haunts me to know that I can’t lеt
C-c-can't let, go of the past
It haunts me to know, it haunts me to know

[Verse 2: casperrr]
You keep haunting me in my sleep
And you keep haunting in my dream
I thought you were mine to keep
But nothings really what it seems
Everything is black and white
So much shit that I can fix
The only coloured thing is lean
Dirty sprite makes me feel fine
All this buzz man am so high
Did I lose weight I feel light
Do you still remember that night?