​it happened again

[Verse 1]
I've been getting so mad at the wrong things
Built-up chaos got his shit and fucking left me
Now I'm a single mother stressing out like crazy
And I gotta feed my baby
I don't sleep enough for this
I'm way too fucking weak for more of this
It's like I'm waking with thieves that take the piss
By robbing me of all my stableness

[Verse 2]
In fucking fact, I yelled at two sweet girls
Because they talked too loud
You should have seen their faces
They looked like their dogs got put down
And I felt so bad
But I didn't apologize
I just rolled my eyes
And in fucking fact
Last week, I lost my shit
All 'cause my friend said, "Shut up"
Thus, I cussed, called him a prick
I ruined an entire friend group cause of it
And I felt so bad
But I didn't apologize
I just rolled my eyes

[Verse 3]
At this rate
I'll be a monster before Halloween day
Just give me two days
And I'll make shit look like the rapture
I just screamed at a friend through text
Then I poured gas to burn the bridge faster
There's not a king of self destruction
I can't wait to become the master

[Verse 4]
The thing I feed is kicking me inside
And all I gotta do is keep giving it water so it dies
And I can't remember the last time that I blinked these eyes
I'll punch a guy in the mirror and he'll turn to five
Versions of me

[Verse 5]
You don't know how it feels
To tell my friends that I had a bad day
Almost every single day
Most of them don't ask anymore
They just assume that I'm not okay
They don't even stick around anymore
It's the end of the world for me

[Bridge]
Oh, when the saints! Oh, when the saints!
Oh, when the saints come marching in
Oh, you will feel like such an asshole
For doubting everyday
Oh, when the saints! Oh, when the saints!
Oh, when the saints come marching in
Oh, you will feel like such an asshole
And they'll laugh when they sail away