​it gets better

[Verse 1]
I'd never have to fall apart again
Or worry that I'm losing all my friends
But they would miss me if I'm gone
I couldn't write any more songs
I'd never fix things with my mom if I were dead
I leave the bar before I start to cry
I tell my friends I'm tired and that I'm fine
Go home and scream until I'm numb
Call my dad when I wake up
And tell him I had so much fun last night

[Chorus]
Ooh, I hate this feeling
Hate that the voices in my head sound like they mean it
Yeah, ooh, I can't remember
Why I try so fucking hard to make it better

[Verse 2]
The whole wide world and everyone I love
Sometimes doesn't feel like enough
When I convince myself I know
That I will always be alone
Even when I see my phone light up
It's my best friend, seven missed calls
Know it scares him when I don't call
And I feel like such a burden
Know it hurts you when I'm hurting
And my parents always ask me
How I'm doing, if I'm happy
And I feel like I've let everybody down

[Chorus]
Ooh, I hate this feeling
Hate that the voices in my head sound like they mean it
Yeah, ooh, I can't remember
Why I try so fucking hard to make it better

[Post-Chorus]
Does it get better?
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Say it gets better
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
It gets better
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
It gets better
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
It gets better