It Feels Like 1994

[verse]
I don't give a, fuck if you like me but i needed to say it
Like yeah it feel like the 90's but i needed to play it
Kinda feeling an echo so I need to delay it
Who say you gotta be tripping through this shit to be famous

I always thought of myself as something close a painter
My teachers thought of my wealth as something close to a waiter
I never thought my health SHIT I just pulled up the fader
And I made the 100 percent decisions, that you saving for later

I'll hit the equator, my force is something bigger than vader
If I could charm Jenn lawrence then I probably date her
Don't know why these people all tryna pretend to be skaters
I was born on a joystick, I'll uppercut every vega

Until I'm standing on my own, killing at my show
Wearing a little gold, but spitting food for the soul
Like i know, This what I like
And if you ain't on that real shit ya'll ain't really my type so

[Chorus]
And I'm just looking for the love in here like la la la
Tryna do what's in my blood, my sweat my tears my uh uh uh
I been running my whole God damn life, for what I want
Oh beloved, oh beloved, sing to me

[VERSE]
Yah, That's that food for thought
Wonder how many records verse the shoes you bought
I wonder how many seconds of the blues we lost
When we separated the sections of the schools we taught

Ah, okay, this is thug music
Everybody look at me like I'm a touch stupid
Like the finer things in life and kinda less grouped in patches
Of the ghettos of america, see all they hear is gang shootings

All the see is damn looters, I just keep band smoother
Tryna spread the word that rap is more than what the damn news is
It's kinda funny they say Tupac wrong
And you ask em they say "I never heard a tupac song,"

I'm scared, maybe I don't belong
Walking my own, grown, think America home, I don't' know
I'm just tryna fight the fear in my chest
As I hear em whisper Sand Nigga under their breath

[Chorus]

And I'm just looking for the love in here like la la la
Tryna do what's in my blood, my sweat my tears my uh uh uh
I been running my whole God damn life, for what I want
Oh beloved, oh beloved, sing to me

[VERSE]
So what you really feeling right now
Tryna get this hype out
Tryna pay the bills you can't afford inside the right house
Tryna hit your loans so you can study then you wiped out
Tryna get a phone so you can instagram your like wooooow

I remember they told me
It's not about what I sell, it's about what they sold me
Holy, shit, what I been doing for like six years
Watching people plucked out of the houses that I live near

Give em stardom, standing at a party drinking thick beer
Tryna network with extras who say that everything thinks weird
Tryna play every song on that radio that you will hear
With same style, like copy paste, will make you famous this year

Nah, I never follow you trends
My hashtags, are shit I'll never think of again
Who been with me since the start of this, I call em my friends
If we talking what'll never happen, call it the end---

[Chorus]

And I'm just looking for the love in here like la la la
Tryna do what's in my blood, my sweat my tears my uh uh uh
I been running my whole God damn life, for what I want
Oh beloved, oh beloved, sing to me