It Feels Heavier Than It Looks

[Verse 1]
I try to be anywhere that you want me to be
Hide my face, we don’t talk much
Taking all the air outta my lungs
I been losing breath and I can’t rest
I been losing weight, I don’t mind that
Look the other way, let the time pass
Keep it in my head, can’t forget that

[Verse 2]
Everybody talking like they know me
I’m just sitting back, I been thinking bout the old me
Yeah I’m feeling lonely, but I don’t really give a fuck
I’m thinking bout the ways that I can go and get my money up
I’m lighting up another blunt and thinking bout like everything
And everyone there ever was to ever tell me anything
Wouldn’t be shit with a life so broke
And a mind so numb, lemme blow my smoke
In the air, 'cause they never seem to care
Y’all just wanna see me down, I just wanna see clear
For the first time in my life
Think I finally realize what it’s like to be alive
And I’m never going back to the place I was
Lighting up my blunt, bitch you think I give a fuck
Li-lighting up my blunt, bitch you think I give a fuck, fu-fu-fuck
La-la-la-la-la, lately-lately, I been up all night
I keep telling myself that ima regret, baby, keep your secrets from me
I don’t need this, baby, I don’t need this
Baby, I don’t need this, baby, I don’t need this
I don’t need this, baby, I don’t need this