it could be so simple

Admitted to you but I said I'm wrong
Admitted to you but I know I'm right
How could I be so gullible
I'm in your arms you ain't hold me tight
I'm in my head cause I know I'm right
I listen to you but I know when I
All of my life I was told the lies
Blinded by love I can't open wide
What I been through you would feel for me
Hoping my brothers would kill for me
She want my soul she want live with
All on my own no one healing me
Damn this shit overload
Damn no one on the phone
Why am I all alone
Why is it only me
Why don't they talk to me
Why can't I socialize
Seeing me they so surprised
In real life I'm so behind
I been out of words now
Can we make it work now
Ain't expect this turn out
Hoped and dreams got burned down
In my head I lost it
Ain't no one to talk with
Just been in my office
Avoiding all the nonsense
Please proceed with caution
I don't want have to spark it
It could be so simple
But you messed my mental
Thought that I could fix you
Left my in a ritual
Don't know if I miss you
Put me up against you
It's hard enough we ain't alike
It's hard enough it's up to me
I just wanted your company
Now to bad you under me
Damn she bad she wanted me
You right where I wanna be
Watched you run in front of me
That lil shit ain't nun to me
Damn they tried to play scis
Don't no why they hated
Feel my life just faded
Everything sedated
Who you who you came with
That's just what they asked me
I feel my life crappy
But I ball like athlete
Seen they tryna pass me
I'm right where the racks be
They been tryna cap me
They been tryna flat me