It Be Your Own Kind

Reasons I don't like to get my hope's up
Cause disappointment sucks
Ruin my sense of trust
Pride limping but I strut
Rotten gold rose's interior motives befriend me
I wanna be like them but that malicious ain't in me
I don't waste my time to get mad no more
Just laugh
A little sad but know
I expected nothing less always the same old song
Lowkey wishing they would prove me wrong
Like
How the fuck you cheat on me I was all about you and
I would never have the one I love out here looking stupid
How the fuck you abandoned me I was always there
Put my own pain aside to show you that I care
How the fuck you lie to me when I keep it 100
Thought we was family now you dead to me
So fuck it
How the fuck you steal from me but I tried to help
And people wonder why they always see me by myself
How the fuck you show no love you suppose to be my parent
But that's okay I know your ways I'm used to this damage
How the fuck you laugh at me my dreams yal all ignored
We know each other but you'll give a stranger your support
Of course cold shoulder don't show remorse
Cause trust it won't happen twice defenses are reinforced
And doubled oh look who's back now they in trouble
Realized how much you lost in the midst of your fumble
TALK ABOUT IT
Don't like to be treated how you were treating huh
To my face "you was playing" "you didn't mean it' huh
Couldn't help but feel owed to my achievements huh
You need some money that's the only time I see you
Now my back all stabbed up
All yall words all capped up
Bad blood in the IV
We no longer a match cause
I'm "fuck nigga" prohibited
Minding my own business
Stopped expecting solid people
From people who just benefit
Embedded with experiences of recycled wounds
Pessimistic more surprising when it's good news
Looking back and tracking where did the pain reside
Come to find its always coming from my own kind

Ayo ayo
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