​it always ends up like this

[Pre-Chorus]
As you started complaining about my drinking
And the taste of cigarettes on my tongue when we kiss (One, two, three, four)

[Chorus]
And you start to reminisce
About every little thing that you started to miss
You know that it will never change, so I guess this is it
I guess this is the end of everything, of everything

[Verse 1]
And you try and try to tell me the truth
But won't look me in my eyes, I'm so damn tired of you
You're playing me as a fool
And you can cry and cry, I won't submit to your rules
Now I'm drowning in the novacaine, it's true
It's to the point where even cocaine smells like you
I fill my lungs up with the propane, it's my fuel
And now you don't even know my name, it's so damn cruel

[Pre-Chorus]
So you can try your best to resent the moment
Until it all comes fucking falling
And then you run back to me darling
And then start to think 'bout the powder
That was crushed from the pills on my lips

[Chorus]
And you start to reminisce
About every little thing that you started to miss
You know that it will never change, so I guess this is it
I guess this is the end of everything, of everything
And you start to reminisce
About every little thing that you started to miss
You know that it will never change, so I guess this is it
I guess this is the end of everything, of everything

[Verse 2]
Tryna find my way back home
But you tell me I'm the worst you've ever, worst you've ever seen
Tryna tell you I'm not done
But you know that it's a curse I'm tethered, curse I'm tethered
And then I start to drink again, Goddamn it, what's gotten into me?
Look around, see if anyone's in the vicinity
Not a sound, it's too quiet, make it loud
It's too loud, quiet down
Even when no one's around me
Always paranoid, keep checking my surroundings
In a hurry, vision's blurry, everything's so cloudy
It's too early to be worried, but I'm feeling drowsy
Need to go back home, 'cause everything that I've done keeps fucking with my head

[Pre-Chorus]
And when I'm on my own, I start to feel mislead
I need to start right here, I need to make things clear
To my own damn thoughts
Before my mind rots and I give death another kiss

[Chorus]
And you start to reminisce
About every little thing that you started to miss
You know that it will never change, so I guess this is it
I guess this is the end of everything, of everything
And you start to reminisce
About every little thing that you started to miss
You know that it will never change, so I guess this is it
I guess this is the end of everything, of everything