It All Starts To Show

[Hook:]
It all starts to show
All the thoughts that I fight in my head
I should write 'em but I hide 'em instead
It's alright cause I'll find 'em again and it's when
It all starts to show

I lie awake and ponder life itself
Kinda lost within it all but trying to find myself
I find myself in the same place
In a haste as the days waste
Not being patient or lazy and complacent
Wage war, afraid, but I maintain my sword
Raised in a way made to take aim at more
Amazed as we weighed late to stay sane
I pause and think as I listen
You blink and you miss it, yeah
It's hard for me to make sense of it all
Cause in essence I'm too sensitive and censor it all
It's a centre of why we're even sent here at all
And if we were made for a reason, why's there pain in believing in that?
Try to see where I'm at, I need to take apart
My brain but still leave it intact, in fact it's
Like, it's like the damage of a thought
And the panic it can cause is so strong but vanishes before I can form an answer
So where I get sick of how we live but I wish I didn't care but I do
Can't decipher all the code it provides
But I just hope that in time

[Hook:]
It all starts to show
All the thoughts that I fight in my head
I should write 'em but I hide 'em instead
It's alright cause I'll find 'em again and it's when
It all starts to show

[Verse 2:]
I can't help but reminisce on all the setbacks
I've been given but shit I should try to let that go
Cause I know I'll only end up on that dark street
Where your heart beats hard until you can't breathe right
And you're in trouble but you can't see why
Nah I don't wanna go back there
I wasted time playing chess trying to make the right move
Till I learned that success was just a state of mind;
Not the place you find in all the pictures
When you pick a magazine up, even though it seems
Like it is, the things that you see, and think that you need
Are nothing once you got em
I wonder why you want them in the first place
If your payday just went to this
You found a gateway to emptiness
If this is you but don't know what to do
All I can say is well hopefully soon

[Hook:]
It all starts to show
All the thoughts that I fight in my head
I should write 'em but I hide 'em instead
It's alright cause I'll find 'em again and it's when
It all starts to show

[Verse 3:]
I like to look at how it's so accepted
For people to try and put you down. Just look
Around and you'll see it, yeah it's here, yeah it's there
They take it out on you cause they're scared
Gimme the beat back
And all our women, once born we deceive them
They're raised to see marriage as some sort of achievement
They see no choice but to come forth and believe it
For Mum that was what her aim was, now she's got her brain washed too
On the same shit, kill her voice then
Stand in line and find a man to fill a void when
It doesn't work, shit love can hurt
Actually it doesn't but just find something first
Then there's those who can handle the thought
Of all the stuff it uncovers if nothing's above us
And seek these religions and preach their difference
But I wonder what they teach, is it belief or business?
Think of all the power your belief beholds
So why would you restrict it to just one way of thinking
If it's too late for you to be the one I save
All I'll say is I hope one day

[Hook:]
It all starts to show
All the thoughts that I fight in my head
I should write 'em but I hide 'em instead
It's alright cause I'll find 'em again and it's when
It all starts to show

It all starts to show
It all starts to show
It all starts, It all starts, It all starts, It all starts to show