It Ain’t Hard To Tell (Freestyle)

[Verse]
They say Armond dog you rappity rap
& yo, your lyrics ain't the problem you should rap over trap
But I'm free, so I don't see why I should follow the rest
I'm a leader, my heart beating tryna swallow my chest
& I guess, cuz i was tryna figure out where I fit
Then I found out I don't
& found out that wasn't wrong
To say I'm underrated means I'm mad @ my position
But I'll always lose when I hang my hat on competition
Love to speak but lately its been cool for me to listen
Folks I thought was friends tried to use me for position
I ain't bitter, cuz I'm guilty on the same accord
& my excuse is I'm using what I was given
Hindsight's 20/20, its stupid to be specific
It ain't cool to be a Christian but its cool to be religious
New age, new ways to do thangs
Thought life was easy to control, like Liu Kang
...had to come to the end of myself
Cuz "me first" is the reason that I'd sit on the shelf
Getting mad, saltyness embedded in my prayers
"They walking through the door but my album was better than theirs"
But that way of thinking was backwards
My head's in a chair
I should create instead of compare
I'm kinda scared
There's a target on my back
Reese said that I'm famous
E said its my turn
But that's the least of my concerns
My concern is not being concerned with anything contrary to the Word
& learning what this is all for
I'm a little more Drake than MOP
But, Lord Knows I could "How About Some Hardcore"
I'm turning 30, my desire is to be married
But keep meeting women that don't wanna ring
They wanna swing
& the only episodes I'm cool w/ is the Walking Dead
Fighting in my mind while shorty offers head
...she could do it...& no one would know
But I fear screenshots on MTO
So I'm ghost
Still might entertain it so pray for me
Thankfully, I can try it on & see it ain't for me
I anxiously wait on the day to see what's graced to me
Excited that I ain't gotta earn it
Cuz it was purchased