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[Verse 1]
I guess I'm still figuring out how to be a waste of time
And I'm not over pushing boulders to hide the details of my crime
But all of this was worth another precious sacrifice
Would it be you?
Would it be me?
Would we resort to the same old dice?

[Chorus]
(What do you want from me?)
I can't be more of you
Each time that you breach the subject
(Of accountability)
Who is this important to?
I just wanna be through it

[Hook]
But I'll never get that opportunity
Why do I have to be your enemy?

[Verse 2]
Cause now it seems that I was just another paperweight companion
For the time bеfore it cut the car in two
Oh-woah
And it was hands down the worst night it possibly could'vе been
Alright, I scraped by like everybody else
Goodnight, have a good life, it's getting embarrassing
High tides collide

[Bridge 1]
I'm thinking I might die
If I try to keep it all under wraps any longer
And I'll burst into a million plastic pieces
If they catch me faded in the backseat, oh my god

[Chorus]
What do you want from me?
I can't be more of you
Each time that you breach the subject of accountability
Who is this important to?
I just wanna be through it but you keep misconstruing it
And genuinely I never blamed you
Out of every card we'd draw the same two
Until the ties on the collars get the best of me
And I'd try it again

[Hook]
But I'll never get that opportunity

[Bridge 2]
Impair my judgement like you always have
It's so unlike you to raise your flag
Without a mention

[Verse 3]
Brush it off with a word in the dark
And a cold shrug of the shoulders
Did I take it too far?
Growing restless on repeat
It'll shatter underneath
In a moment if you let it start
So how do you expect me to pardon myself?
Like it's so inconvenient to act like my help
Is a need and not a want
Upheaval's not enough for you

[Hook]
But I'll never get that opportunity

[Outro]
I think we're going too fast
To make up excuses for the things that we lack
Defined by the ways
Defined by the ways