Isolate

Verse 1:
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I feel guilty rapping on this beat cuz Mo really wanted it
But 9 years passed & nobody made a song on it
I'm on a crash course straight to hell I'm insubordinate
But all things considered I still feel I'm rather fortunate
Even though they use me up & leave me hanging like an ornament
I tighten up the torque & stop the bleeding with a tourniquet
I bomb em till winning every bracket like a tournament
My heart is palpitating, it's concerning, I'm ignoring it
I got a clean bill of health, I know the shit from stress
I'm in psychiatric treatment once a week, but it's a mess
Once you step out the clinic down the block called reality
A coping exercise prevent a self-inflicted casualty
I hide behind the fact that I'm a very busy ruminator
All of that is true, but I'm a very bad communicator
Opposites attract, but that don't mean that they compatible
Return to the dealership & turn in your collateral

Chorus:
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I should isolate myself
Cause I have grown to hate myself
Self-discipline berate myself
My humor deprecate myself
I should isolate myself
Cause I have grown to hate myself
Self-discipline berate myself
My humor deprecate myself

Verse 2:
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I made a plan to die but had to finish what I started
Leave behind a catalog that represent me as an artist
I been working broken hearted while I try to find my grace
Sometimes I miss the pandemic, wear a mask, hide my face
She thinks I'm tryna fuck my Instafans
His name is tattooed down the back of your leg
But you don't follow him on Instagram
I'm dying for affection, she deny me affection
Then revise history to a different recollection
I hope that one day I'll realize how many love me
I got friends, I got women, tons of fans would never dub me
I demand of myself I dismantle this miasma
I got friends & family members have to sell plasma
Until I have to bang the schwammy
I worry bout my sister, she the anchor of the family
But I made a solemn promise both to Lisa & to Tommy
That I would catch a homi

(Repeat Chorus)