Is This What You Wanted

[Verse 1]
Write this down on my headstone
It wasn't what I hoped for
I’m twenty four and I'm older
I've still got a world of doubt on my shoulder

[Pre-Chorus]
That’s been eating me alive
From the inside out
What am I supposed to say?
That I'm happy now?

[Chorus]
Walk the block in the morning
Were the weekends always this boring?
Fall asleep in the shower
The water runs for an hour
Sit alone at the table
Check the fridge again maybe
This is all that I hoped for
But I was dumb when I left home

[Verse 2]
Gotta restless head in the nighttime
I haven't slept that wеll in a good while
I'd take pills just to calm down
But I don't need one morе thing to depend on

[Pre-Chorus]
I've been sober for a week
Pushing through the pain
But it's all the same to me
Hours into days

[Chorus]
Walk the block in the morning
Are the weekends always this boring?
Fall asleep in the shower
The water runs for an hour
Sit alone at the table
Check the fridge again maybe
This is all that I hoped for
But I was dumb when I left home

[Bridge]
There's this weight in my chest
It keeps my head down, shortens my breath
It flattens my highs, fuels my regrets
I’m scared it’ll hold me till I'm dead

[Chorus]
Walk the block in the morning
Were the weekends always this boring?
Fall asleep in the shower
The water runs for an hour
Sit alone at the table
Check the fridge again maybe
This is all that I hoped for
That I was grown when I left home