​​is this my life

[Chorus]
Is this my life?
It feel like a cycle repeating, no, I can't break the ice
My heart, yeah, it's beating when you look in my eyes
And I'm gone off all of the drugs, I just wanna die
Yeah, I hope you realize
That I been running around tryna find you
I don't think I really like you
She wanna fuck on arrival
You rushing to put on a title
But I need you, I think it's vital
You beautiful like you an idol
We forever, we don't need a trial
Chasing you, I been running for miles

[Verse]
And I don't know where I'm going
Say that you love me, you don't show it
My heart so cold, yeah, it's snowing
Thinking out loud, I can't control
Writing these words for you like a poet
KOP tags, yеah, we having motion
G-nineteen, boom like an еxplosion
And you so mad for what
Tryna do better for us
Lil' royal, he in the cut rolling up
You just be doing too much
You the one that I trust
So I hate when you do this stuff
Life goes on and I'm moving on
Tryna get through to ya
She wanna ruin us
But I can't let it
She think I'm lying
I don't regret it
Now I'm still trying
Hope I don't end it

[Chorus]
Is this my life?
It feel like a cycle repeating, no, I can't break the ice
My heart, yeah, it's beating when you look in my eyes
And I'm gone off all of the drugs, I just wanna die
Yeah, I hope you realize
That I been running around tryna find you
I don't think I really like you
She wanna fuck on arrival
You rushing to put on a title
But I need you, I think it's vital
You beautiful like you an idol
We forever, we don't need a trial
Chasing you, I been running for miles