IS THIS HOW IT ENDS?

[Verse 1]
I used to feel so high, thought it will never die
But it lasted for never, I'm left crying
Believed I had it all, the rise, the worth, the fall
But I'm left with nothing more, just a heart that's dying
Voices in my head, oh, they won't leave me
I'm losing me, I'm losing sleep to be what they need
Lied myself to ease the pain, no, I don't know me
Is this what I meant for pride?

[Chorus]
I long to feel something real
Though I disguise the truth
Still stuck with you yet hope for better
Oh, I, I know that it's overdue
I guess I'll just play pretend
Hope it makes sense, maybe not forever
Oh, why? Oh, I know I lie
Should I hope for better or is this how it ends?

[Verse 2]
Wish I could turn the dial
To tell you how I felt before our love grew weak
When I didn't think I'd lose you
I hope it's not too late to make it right
Love enough to choose to let you go
'Cause I'm tired of waiting

[Chorus]
I, I long to feel something real
Though I disguise the truth
Still stuck with you, yet hope for better
Oh, I, I know that it's overdue
I guess I'll just play pretend
Hope it makes sense, maybe not forever
Oh, why? Oh, I know I lie
Should I hope for better or is this how it ends?