Is this how it ends

[intro]
Yuh
Wow! demxntia

[verse 1]
Ayy, take it back to my seventeenth
Stuck in my room
I got tired of going out
Always acting a fool
Sleeping at my homie's house
Always skipping school
Broken bottles at my feet
Kicking back at the pool
I remember we got hungry and
I said that it's cool
I split 20 with the team
Just to get us some food
I had everything i needed
But i ain't even knew
That when i started with the music shit
It changed my view

[bridge]
I pay the toll now
Wonder where it goes
Still i feel alone
With all this money i could blow
Stuck inside a mind
That's a person i don't know
Thinking i'm a ghost
Yea, my feelings never show

[Chorus]
Is this how it ends
I'm so grateful for my friends
If only i could make amends
I hope they knew i meant the best

[verse 2]
Fast forward
2019
I got paper coming in
Living my dream
Balenciagas
And i match it with the 'preme
I'm eating good
Calamari [?]
This shit isn't perfect
But it give me purpose
I know what it's like
To feel like a burden
Working hard cause
I know it'll be worth it
This shit ain't luck
Yea you know that i earned it

[bridge]
I pay the toll now
Wonder where it goes
Still i feel alone
With all this money i could blow
Stuck inside a mind
That's a person i don't know
Thinking i'm a ghost
Yea, my feelings never show

[Chorus]
Is this how it ends
I'm so grateful for my friends
If only i could make amends
I hope they knew i meant the best