Is It Corny This Was Therapeutic?

Wake up and pray to a god I don't know if I believe in
If I don't believe and he's real will he actually be listening in?
And if he answers my prayers than nigga I'll be cheesing
And maybe next time I fall asleep I'll just stop breathing
You see? When I turned 18 life just got worse
Went to college, dropped out. Got a girl, lost the girl
I just want my way into heaven
But did God turn his back to me when I stopped going to church?
Well, fuck it. I hear suicide victims go to hell regardless
And at this rate, I'll be thеre in no time flat
Fix my shit and go to heavеn? That ships departed
And the only downside of hell is I'll never meet mac
Since my homie died I just haven't been the same
An existential crisis almost every fuckin day
I just wander in my thoughts thinking that maybe today might be the day
Nah
Still got shit to live for so I gotta keep it kicking
I got siblings who look up to me for them I can't be quitting
But my motivations dwindling
And every day is just harder getting out of fuckin bed
Living in my own head and that shit be rent-free
And if you try talking to me? I don't want your perspective
I'll never ask for 2 cents don't bother change for your dollar
It ain't a shocker id rather deal with it dejected
Talking so much about how I'm sad but I ain't say why
Maybe because I really don't know
Friends all around me but I can't reach out
I just can't help but feel alone
Every day feels never-ending
Just the same as the last
Mind works unrelenting
Think I hit my peak way far in the past
Feel weird having problems I'm presenting
Cause I know I won't tell even if you asked
I got All these insecurities and I'm hoping I don't show it
Plenty niggas in my corner asking questions tryna know it
But I can't let them in it's my problems I can't bestow it
On anybody else I gotta deal with it myself
Is it corny I wrote this song so I can put these feelings on the shelf?
Is it corny I wrote this song so I won't feel so secluded
Is it corny Writing this helped me start fighting through it
Is it corny to say this shit was therapeutic?