IRRELEVANT

I feel irrelevant
Do I matter to you?
Thought we’d be elevating
Stay patient
Call it a bad attachment, anxious for you
Curl in my shell again I’ll be patient

I don’t like who I am
I don’t like where we are

Left out to suffocate do you think I’m a bad taste?
Thought we would feel the same thing, our future
Square off still at an angle
I’m not your default
Maybe it’s healthy this way, our future

I don’t like who I am
I don’t like where we are
Heavy hopes heavy dreams
Tender love, tender feels

Resting on a fever my body is tired, it’s exhausting
But you’re worth it every time
Resting on a fever my body is tired, we’re exhausted
But we make it every time

I don’t like who I am I don’t like who i am
But when I’m with you, no matter it’s armour now

Heavy hopes heavy dreams
Tender love tender feels
Heavy hopes, heavy dreams
Tender love, tender feels
Resting on a fever
Resting on a fever