irking

[Chorus]
I got so much to lose, but shit, I got nothing to gain
I got this little thread, I hope I hold it on, I claim
For myself I hope this shit is worth it
Sometimes I fuck up, yeah, my mental, holy shit, I'm worthless
And all the amount of times I hear this shit finna be okay
The amount of [?] wanna end this shit still feel the same
I feel I'm lucid dreaming, shit come morning, wake me up
My sleep paralysis is less scarier than waking up
The voice she tryna prove is that I'm fucking worthless
Convincing all my fans and that shit kinda working
Late night, I can't fucking sleep, I'm kinda Percing
Let me call your phone, 'cause this shit kinda urgent

[Verse]
Come on, let's talk it out and let's see what we can resolve
Come on, let's talk it out and let's hope our bridge not gon' fall
Come on, let's talk it out and hopefully shit getting better
I wanna hold your hand forever, hopefully we tether

[Chorus]
I got so much to lose, but shit, I got nothing to gain
I got this little thread, I hope I hold it on, I claim
For myself I hope this shit is worth it
Sometimes I fuck up, yeah, my mental, holy shit, I'm worthless
And all the amount of times I hear this shit finna be okay
The amount of [?] wanna end this shit still feel the same
I feel I'm lucid dreaming, shit come morning, wake me up
My sleep paralysis is less scarier than waking up
(Win, again and again)
Convincing all my fans and that shit kinda working
(I want you to reach your hand out and take it)
Let me call your phone, 'cause this shit kinda urgent

[Outro]
Suffer
Suffer
Suffer