Involuntary

[Verse 1]
Can’t interrupt my flow
Been at this since sixteen
Knocking at the door
But nobody can hear me
Messing with my head
Am I going “deliri”
Only girl I talk to is mother fucking Siri

Lonely can make you go crazy
Someone please call me their baby
I hardly feel happiness lately
I think that these things are relating

I’ve been getting stuck in really long nightmares
Opposite of heaven, it’s the bottom of the stairs
You know it’s really bad when you wish you unaware

I’ve been reaching out with no answer to my prayers
Hopeless when it feels like nobody even there
Three couches in my house but only need a chair

[Chorus]
Something’s gotta change soon
I’m running out of hope
I feel like I am sinking
Even deeper than before

If this is what I’m made for
Then why won’t it show
If I controlled my heartbeat
I would have stopped it long ago

[Verse 2]
I could probably make an hour long song on the sad shit
All I really know is you gotta keep pushing
Always on weed
I love a cushion
Always my excuse
Hippocritic to the bullshit

No free time until I get popping
My brain got something against stopping
Can’t get her out my head, it’s obnoxious
She control my mind like hypnotics

I’ve been getting stuck in really long nightmares
Opposite of heaven, it’s the bottom of the stairs
You know it’s really bad when you wish you unaware

I’ve been reaching out with no answer to my prayers
Hopeless when it feels like nobody even there
Three couches in my house but only need a chair

[Chorus]
Something’s gotta change soon
I’m running out of hope
I feel like I am sinking
Even deeper than before

If this is what I’m made for
Then why won’t it show
If I controlled my heartbeat
I would have stopped it long ago