Invasion (Anxiety)

[Verse 1]
Constant pursuit of freedom
But I’m stuck inside of this cage
Coffins are moving near us
Nah, that’s nothing I’d be afraid of
‘Member back when I would gain buzz
I could feel it on my taste buds
How would I deal with the public?
Have you heard my first tape?
But I just gotta get past it
Everybody has it, I’m overreacting
Agony should be kept behind a mask
But I can’t hold it back
Cause it feels like I’m trapped in a casket
Gasping in lack of oxygen
And I don’t think that the fact that I’m fasting
Or that the matchstick and gas can reaction is helping me at all
Nobody to help me up when I fall
But I oughta make ‘em for this weight is like a wrecking ball
Adderall ain’t assist at all
Is my last resort the fentanyl? Please
So that the thoughts don’t clog my mind and appal
I try to crawl away from all the pain
And the raging vortex
So I scrawl on the pages to vent distortion
And all this racing through my cortex
Got me pacing, takin’ four lefts
And although I’m sittin’ still
Got me feeling like I’m getting chased down in the forest verdancy
It’s an urgency
It feels like I got third degree burns, you see
From someone tryna murder me, hurting me
I think I need emergency surgery
Or it’s just an in—

[Chorus]
It’s an invasion
It’s an in—, it’s an in—
Uh uh, it’s an invasion
It’s an in—, it’s an in—
Uh uh, it’s an invasion
It’s an in—, it’s an in—
Uh uh, I can’t control my mind
I can’t control my mind, ah

[Verse 2]
The lead scribbles and my head dribbles
Always feeling out of my skin, now my flesh tickles
Now it’s peeling open my lids with it’s tentacles
And that ain’t even the pinnacle
I’ll tell you why
Because this topic ain’t distributed enough
Well, every drip of the faucet contributes to the flood
I hope to increase this content’s relevancy through these tunes
And make no hiccups in the process, continue with the uh
Sorry, I’m derailing while speaking on my scathing demons
I hate the feeling of pain with no healing
I sense the raging meteor reaching my place freedom
“When’s your next mixtape releasing?
And I need reason behind it”
It’s all putting me under pressure
But if I come out of it a diamond
Then whatcha gon’ say about it?
Whatcha gon’ say about it?
(Yeah, yeah)
Whatcha gon’ say, say
(One, two, three, four, uh)

[Chorus]
It’s an invasion
It’s an in—, it’s an in—
Uh uh, it’s an invasion
It’s an in—, it’s an in—
Uh uh, it’s an invasion
It’s an in—, it’s an in—
Uh uh, I can’t control my mind
I can’t control my mind, ah

[Verse 3]
And as I’m spilling this ink on my desk
I’m detailing in the feeling of being on the brink of death, uh
Every blink and every breath could never help cope with the stress
And don’t pose me no questions
Cause a drink sounds like a threat
An everlasting nightmare fuelled by my surroundings
Don’t glare at the news around me cause in two, Imma start bouncing
Off the walls, fearing what will happen after I’m pounded in the ground
And’ve had gravel tossed on my casket
It often passes through my cortex
Rapping through the cortège
And I can feel the organs rumbling
Feed me more sin
Feels like I am trapped slash forced inside of an abstract portrait
But I can’t snap the frame or crack the glaze
Cause then I splat the paint and forfeit
Gimme a portion of fame
There, now I don’t feel alone
But is it worth all the pain?
Cause I put care into every note (note, note)
It’s stripping back my confidence
Now I feel bare to the bone
Then I stare at my dome
And now I’m scared to be alone

[Outro]
Scared to be alone
Scared to be alone
Scared to be alone
Now I’m scared to be alone
Scared to be alone
Scared to be alone
Scared to be alone
Now I’m scared to be alone