Intrusive Thoughts: The Commute

[Intro]

[Verse 1]
From Germantown to Baltimore
I just counted all the miles that shit cost me more
It ain’t worth it I speak the cursive and polymorph
Watch me flourish
Eagle-eyed and call me yours
Fuck it my blisters ain’t coming back again
If I crush it I kill it and call it happiness
I bring the pain don’t explain my valiance
If I’m the same I laugh cry and count on this
It’s my desire to flip pyres and watch 'em grow
I just siphoned my blood so I could watch it flow
Removing my fingers like, "can you feel me"
I’m looking at symptoms and feeling queasy
No grasp of reality I’m appearing
In an out of existence I’m phasing nearly
As quick as you blink I think twice about it
Standing over the sink I feel like I’m surrounded
Way too many problems stem from homes
With little or no speaking if I’m calling on your phones
You left your bones in my closet
I just polished and dusted them for my knowledge
A particle rushing in getting followed
By my sins I sip sing and wallow
Thank you for your audience I’m calling this
My intrusive thoughts that I thought to give
Every single lie is told all the time
I just felt the cold pouring from the sky
Please don’t make me go back inside
I just brought the road map for flying
Took too many flights in my past life
Just ship me away I’m getting mad tight
Don’t ask me if I slept that was last night
I bet that you could guess that’s a fast fight
Punch me in the face leave me on the floor
Take my insides and leave em at the door
Show me that you love me just give me some more
Tower all above me I just build it more
Fuck you I’m over it let me be
Everything that I’m touching is for my OCD
It all feel like nothing cause of anxiety
Every word keep coming feel like poetry

Poetry...
It all feel like...
It all feel like nothing...

Inside my head...
Inside my head...

[Bass Solo/Interlude]

[Bridge]
I thought that we would act out once again
I thought that you would call me a better friend
I thought that it would kill me to feel confident
I thought that I was wrong but I thought again

I thought that we would act out once again
I thought that you would call me a better friend
I thought that it would kill me to feel confident
I thought that I was wrong but I thought again

[Verse 2]
From Germantown to Baltimore
I just counted all the lives and it cost me none
I counted all the lies and it filled the room
Swept under the rug I just need the broom
And I just need your love I just need your doom
I need all these thoughts to leave me alone
That’s intrusive all this movement feels so wrong
I’m stuck thinking always staring at my phone
Like where would I have been
If all these times I get caught lying for my friends
When does it come to an end
I hit send like I won’t be back again
Please notify the next of kin
My velocity shot me and peeled my skin
I just shocked the world
And woke up again
Stop the world
Scream about the end
I’m home now
Let me sleep tonight
I think I figured it out...