intrusive thought party

[Chorus]
Yeah, always stand my ground, I don't back down (Help me)
And I left the TV running in the background
I could run this shit forever just ask around (Yeah)
When I get up out my bed I feel like passin' out
Yeah, again
Turn around, walk away, it's my self-defense
I'm goin' so far out the way I had to hop the fence, yeah
I just might blow out my brains, I don't know, it depends
It depends, yeah
Get fucked up, it's entertaining, gave me something to do
I can no longer escape unless I jump out the roof
I don't think nobody else could ever love me like you did (Uh, fuck)

[Verse]
I wanna reincarnate, I don't wanna be human
I can't make decisions, I do not one to choose it
Slight change, rearranging everything in my room
Damn shame, I won't get on stage, I won't play the fool
Fuck you, I don't play by the rules
I am so self-centered, this is not about you
Yeah, I'll make it so so simple for you
I'm tryna leave, can you not read the room?
Yeah, pockets full of cheese, my money blue
No contact, eye contact with my shoes
Uh, don't pay attention when I'm talking to you
Read into everything, I'm lookin' for clues

[Chorus]
Yeah, always stand my ground, I don't back down (Help me)
And I left the TV running in the background
I could run this shit forever just ask around (Yeah)
When I get up out my bed I feel like passin' out
Yeah, again
Turn around, walk away, it's my self-defense
I'm goin' so far out the way I had to hop the fence, yeah
I just might blow out my brains, I don't know, it depends
It depends, yeah
Get fucked up, it's entertaining, gave me something to do
I can no longer escape unless I jump out the roof
I don't think nobody else could ever love me like you did (Like you did)

[Outro]
-and go jump off a... well, I can’t say that
I know what I'm doing
You'll see