Introspect

[Verse]

Kick start like Mountain Dew
I'm spoutin' truth
Look for some real people I'm countin' 2
One is me the others lookin in the mirror
My mind and eyes are open I ain't never seen more clearer
I've never been one for stuntin' I hate the complications
Of having to change up like a conjugation
Plus your cards can get pulled in any conversation
This won't get no amens from the congregation
Cuz the truth hurts
Usually ends up in two words
One finger on each hand
No stones but 2 birds
I don't care about popularity cuz it fades
I just wanna rip stage
Speak truth cuz it stays
Niggas say that they ballin' but can't even pay the studio
More concerned about all of their swag and the groupies hoes
When it should be the craft instead they stupid flow
Is crap Because of this they lack skills and sound stupido
Muy intellegente
I'm a rappin sensei
Bring relief to the game's pain I'm on my bengay
Still I'm not perfect
God knows I ain't perfect
But I look into my eyes and I feel like I deserve it
I know that I am worth it no loreal
My stories tell
The life of kid trapped inside a lonely hell
Mind filthy and my heart cold
Should've sold my soul
To the devil for some Mils and a show at the Super Bowl
Take a pole of Jose, Drown the sorrow
Load a bowl of OJ, See y'all tomorrow
The problems reoccur but solutions stay the same
Maybe I should find better way to deal with the pain
Never mind that
I find rap gives me my escape
To let my words free get em out this crazy place
Talkin to myself feel I'm in a crazy phase
Gotta get my whole life crispy like I'm eatin' raisin' canes
We're all chickens on the farm of life
Raised up to be just whatever the farmer likes
Tryna break the mold like I went martyred ice
Now I'm running the whole farm and took the farmers wife
My thoughts although demented
Are hard like they're cemented
My heart feel the same, Don't know how I can to end it
Lord forgive me please cuz I'm livin' like fool
I don't listening so I open up to you

[Verse 2]

Am I fallen angel or a risen devil?
My past life must've been desheveled
A nigga boy fightin' for the rebels
Die fightin' for a cause I don't really believe in
Like snowman rootin' for the time of summer season
I'm just breathin'
Feel like I've lost all my emotion
Far away from the times I was singin' in devotion
Maybe it's a side effect from blowin' all the potion
See my future like I'm Raven so now the boys in motion
I race and I'm gone
My face still is stone
Except when I'm stoned
Or writin' a song
Otherwise I just zone
I'm not braggin I'm tryna let you in
To this cycle of life in which I continue to spin
Again and Again
I'm gone with the wind
Life full of sin
Chasin' power, respect, money, mistress, mary and gin
But I know I'll win the war even if I lose a battle
In the ocean take my arms and I'll find a way to paddle
Life can be some horse best believe that I will saddle
Up
Not rattled much
So straddle slut
I be cattle tough
To reach all of my goals I'm down to walk through all the fire
Walk into the palace spit upon all of the sires
Do 100 on the freeway after I just took some pliers
Cut the brake wires
In a car with tread-wore tires
I'm in dire need of savin'
Or a brain evaluation
Cuz the level of creation
In my head force fires

[Outro x2]
My mindset and grind led me to this point
I could turn back now but I can't disappoint
I should've dreamt small, now I don't have a choice
I gotta use my voice