Introduction

Monologue:

Why is this so hard? This is so sick, like why is it so hard, just say it. I’m not doing great. In fact, I can’t remember the last time I felt this bad. I think I’m having… I think I’m going through… Why is this so hard. I think I’m going through another depressing episode. Like why am I getting so emotional? Like, nothing’s happened. Literally overnight I went from being completely fine to feeling really, really low out of nowhere. And I, it’s not, I’m not sad. I know it’s not just being sad because… Cause nothing in my life has happened for me to be sad. Like my life’s good. Nothing bad has happened. There’s nothing that’s changed in the last two days that’s caused me to feel this way. And… And I recognise these feelings. These feelings are the feelings I had when, back when I was feeling really depressed. And it scares me