Intro (conception)

I want nothing but to blow my brains out with a handgun
I'm only given one life and i can't understand one
The power within me is what i see to be distant and short
So many motherfuckers got you all questioning your worth
Like i dont give a straight shit you don't see me looking for a god
And im a lot more level headed than ya'll isn't that odd?
Still they're looking for a devil fuck it might as well be me
Now you all understand why I don't fuck with Christianity
Ever since I was seventeen haven't seen myself living
One day gonna be an old man who turns on the news and gets livid

Naw that ain't like me I just ramble and zone
Off of this blunt about how rap legends will black ball their own
And yeah i know the greats of the 90s main and underground
I just know that evertime i hear a wonderful sound
Their forsaken dont be mistaken ill be at the bottom of crystal lake and
The maiden of the sea will probably see me and properly check a g
Rising out the water and through the air yeah im high!
Laying down but my body floating straight to the sky
People calling out to god screaming up like why
I know you stupid motherfuckers will forget about me when i die
Mephistopheles or dybbuk i'll still hump a dry slut
A tide or a buck, i'm tired of this luck stone of a smut
Or a saga of muffs now im off of a slug and a casha
They know im cautious can't let em end up like goo gaga
Its cool but im not one of those pastry dough boys
Stuff a jelly filled white powder doughnut or a bun for a man

Found once in Iran now they're at your command
But you have no discipline so no action is planned
If i wasn't here you probably would loath your whole life away
Faltering looking at a king life just isnt that type of thing
The pain you bring to everything has your brood all questioning
(questioning)
Everything!