Intro

I can’t take the gas or throttle I just push and go
Can’t ever see me with the average I’m a different zone
When I was yearning off my back I got it on my own
When I was fighting all my demons did you care to know?
When I was tryna take my life I had one friend to phone
And I didn’t hear from any bro when I was on the low
And in this world full of badness can you trust a soul
I’m always on the outside I got nowhere where I feel at home

I’m just a poor little rich kid tryna change my zone
I’m just a poor little rich kid all I had was hope
I’m taking pills for my depression yeah I’m highеr than most
I’m staying active I can’t bare to have my mind alonе
I’m hearing things that I can’t see, I swear I’m tripping though
And there’s a couple sides to me man how you toss a stone
Feel like I’m running in my mind man I can’t let it show
And when my girlfriend took her life I watched me shatter slow
I couldn’t sleep and I was scared I swear you left me bro
I close my eyes and see you hanging it torments my soul
I guess I understand your reasons but you just let me go
Girl I was on my way to see you when they called my phone
And I just copped them retro j’s because you wanted those
Cos we been speaking on the phone before they called my phone
I made a playlist did you like it too? I’m so sorry for the world and what it did to you
I cried to heavens but I knew you wasn’t pulling through
Thought I’d save us even promised with that pinkie too
But I was only 19 and I was broken too
They know I got the purest heart this world just made me lose
I just been joyriding my past like it was santa cruise
And I can’t take the gas off throttle I don’t plan to lose

I’m feeling lifeless all my war wounds I can show you proof
My therapist don’t understand I’d rather bill a zoot
And now this weed don’t get me high so now I’m billing two
And I don’t care about anyone I got no points to prove

I didn’t get to pick my lane but bro I tie my shoes
And I ain’t got no license but I still drive and cruise
And chop my lines up because I ain’t stopping boo
Sippin’ henny feeling jelly because I ain’t in the mood
Woulda thought the comma’s help my crack a smile or two
My guy couldn’t buy you peace but I’m settled so
I’m just an ordinary kid just on a different road
I’m always local round the corner all my kitties know
Put my mind into my lyca it’s a demon phone
Went from a pauper to some quarters flying shots like Kobe
Hundred racks is some light change I bust a quarter fold
See some brothers doing time because they bredrins told
Whatever happened to the code embedded on the roads
Feds will bribe you anything to make you rat on bro
Cannot bribe me anything I cannot work to own
Watched it crumble from beneath me because I slipped on road
They sent the AR to my mumsies because we known for those
I’m sorry mum I’m just a victim of the life I chose

And I guess it’s just my past to protect my zone
I’m just an ordinary kid just on a different road
I pour the henny for the pain and I’m just sipping loads
I’m up in Hatton with no accountant and I’m good for those
You got a bust down in that vid and we know you borrowed those
Still beating all my odds I call it trap galore

Trap galore birds all Dior I do it though
You know 36 is my sponsor, white girl always TT I give her contour
I’m up In essex, know they love it up in Romford
My diligence a problem I came for commas
Look out for area codes that shit a problem
This is my intro and how I prosper