Into the Sun

I'm afraid of dying
I'm afraid of love
I'm afraid of never trying
And of not being enough

Don’t know what’s on the horizon
Don’t know who to trust
I'mma run this till it’s finished
Til it’s rubble and dust

I’m afraid of flying
Crashing to the sun
I'm afraid of never rising
To be the one that they want

But I'm out here with the wild now
With nowhere else to run
So I'mma wing it with no pilot
To the kingdom that comes

I always abandon myself, and I don’t know why
I feel I'm getting stronger
I feel I'm getting free

Always neglecting myself, and I don’t know why
I feel I'm getting stronger
I feel I'm getting free

I'm scared of this money
Run from these banks
Dropped a light fifty
Carried more weight

I need more money
To work on more things
This all that I have

I never do promo
Cause I care what you think
For now I'm gon fly low
Just hope I don’t sink

Keeping my fans close
Cause when I'm on the brink
They’re all that I have

Get my things
I’m tired of making old mistakes
Trynna fill a vacant space
There’s something that I need

Took my things
Knew I had to make a change
I'm headed where the daylight reigns
Feel I'm getting free

And when the candle flickers light
Then I know I still got time
And when the candle’s burning bright
I know I still got time

And I'm sorry mother
I'm sorry father
If I let you down
If I let you down

And I'm sorry sister
I'm sorry brother
If I let you down
If I let you down