Into A Monster

I remember singing hallelujah hymns
When I was just a baby girl
Prancing around in heels
And taking my mama's pearls
Oh I don't know where I'm going
And I don't know where I've been
But I surely hope I'm going alone

These days I get up out of bed and I fall to my knees
Begging for a sip of that cheap wine
Please, oh please
Because I cannot stand these people
And I can't handle my mind
Oh how much would it cost me
To just leave all of this behind

I'm going now, I'm going now
I'm going now, I'm moving on
I'm going now, I'm going now
I'm going now, I'm going gone
I'm going now, I'm going now
I'm going now, I'm moving on
I'm going now, I'm going now
I'm going now, I'm going gone

Well I'm a tiny girl
But I can take a blow
Yeah papa didn't raise me
Papa didn't raise me
To take the bullshit
And mama should've raised me
Mama should've raised me
To do what i saw was fit

And I, I, I
Have grown into a monster
And I, I, I'm
Just waiting for the perfect disaster
To prove, to prove, to prove
That I am strong
To prove, to prove, to prove
That I can easily move along

I'm going now, I'm going now
I'm going now, I'm moving on
I'm going now, I'm going now
I'm going now, I'm going gone
I'm going now, I'm going now
I'm going now, I'm moving on
I'm going now, I'm going now