Internally

[Intro]
Don't know if she loves me or the songs, I don't, I don't know
GeeHues, you did this one
Don't know if she loves me or the songs

[Chorus]
Don't know if she loves me or the songs
Wonder in my heart, is she really for me?
All this lyin' put me in a bad mood
So I think today I might just skip the foreplay
I'm not tryna be obtusive, I'm just tryna be conclusive
And I really think that this is the end
Went and broke all of my bones
Think my heart, it turned to stone
It's a lie when you said you a friend

[Bridge]
Stuck in a dark mindset
Maybe it is time to phone a friеnd
Told myself that I'm not going out like this
I'ma stick through it, through the bittеr end

[Verse]
Spent three stacks on my new fit
Face three blunts, yeah, now I'm lit
Yeah, I'm just a troubled kid
Out in Paris, counting quid
And I got a shooter who finna loot ya
.223's gon' pop your lid
I'm finna program and reboot ya
Godwin ain't no normal kid
But that's just me talkin' 'bout all the money, sure you know that I use it as a cover-up
I have anxiety and it resides with me until it bubbles up and I throw up
I put my feelings out, song after song
Tell the truth, goddamn, is it wrong?
I sing the words and they singing along
And nobody ever hittin' my phone
So I had to get a green I'm on go
No, I'm never gonna stop for nothin'
And these niggas wanna get in my way
Fuck the feelings, AK's and bust them
Homie's loaded up then they bussin'
There ain't no need for discussion
My heart already stone cold
There ain't no room for trustin'

[Chorus]
Don't know if she loves me or the songs
Wonder in my heart, is she really for me?
All this lyin' put me in a bad mood
So I think today I might just skip the foreplay
I'm not tryna be obtusive, I'm just tryna be conclusive
And I really think that this is the end
Went and broke all of my bones
Think my heart, it turned to stone
It's a lie when you said you a friend