Internal Warfare

[Verse 1]
I sit and asked the Gods why?
They never answered
So, I think that it’s about time
To look within myself and hope that solutions arise
I always follow intuition and never my pride
Remember all the nights I sat alone and I cried
While I made others happy at the drop of a dime
Looked to my father, he ain’t nowhere to be found
Praying for my mother’s health and hope that she stays around
Just a little bit longer
Life is tough but I know that I’ve gotta be stronger
Need interjection from this stressing
Searching for the signs, begging that I learn the lesson
Keep my faith in sight cuz I’m nothing without its presence
Calling for a new world order
Mama, I love you
I wish you’d see I’m a good daughter
I apologize for taking time from your life
Understand I’m proud of you and I wanna do right
When I looked at you, I saw everything that lives inside
And I hope that you can heal and live a better life
Want us to bond rather than go back and forth in fights
I see the value in you, and I know I’m not promised time
Tryna be by your side until the day that I die
I just want the love of a mother with her precious child
It’ll be much harder when I know that you’re not around
While I’ve got you here, accept your flowers and your crown

[Hook]
Meditate, on my thoughts so I can breathe
Medicate, all my feelings to make them go away
Elevate, from what I see looking for better days
If you afraid, your life will always stay the same

Meditate, on my thoughts so I can breathe
Medicate, all my feelings to make them go away
Elevate, from what I see looking for better days
If you afraid, your life will always stay the same