Internal Suffering

[Verse]
Bleeding on the inside, bleeding on the outside
Everybody watches, but nobody tries
Nobody tries, cause they don't care about other's lives
And no one knows wrong from right
Living in shelter, I only feel safe when I'm home
I think I prefer being alone
All my friends died, and my soul passed away a long time ago
Online I can't tell, cause I don't know who's friend or foe
People have motives, my only motivation is making dough
I can pull the trigger, it'd be easy, but I don't wanna be thrown ashore
Somе people kill for fun, but I'd kill cause I want morе
Life has been uneasy, I've been so unsure
Don't wanna screw things up, I gotta be careful with my words
You think with all the chaos, I'd of finally learned
Every time I play with fire, I end up getting burned
I think it'd be better if I died, but I wanna take someone with me
I don't wanna get arrested, I want the cop to kill me
Been playing so many roles, I forgot who's the real me
Been playing so many roles, I forgot who's the real me
Been playing so many roles, I forgot who's the real me

[Verse]
Bleeding on the inside, bleeding on the outside
Everybody watches, but nobody tries
Nobody tries, cause they don't care about other's lives
And no one knows wrong from right
Living in shelter, I only feel safe when I'm home
I think I prefer being alone
All my friends died, and my soul passed away a long time ago
Online I can't tell, cause I don't know who's friend or foe
People have motives, my only motivation is making dough
I can pull the trigger, it'd be easy, but I don't wanna be thrown ashore
Some people kill for fun, but I'd kill cause I want more
Life has been uneasy, I've been so unsure
Don't wanna screw things up, I gotta be careful with my words
You think with all the chaos, I'd of finally learned
Every time I play with fire, I end up getting burned
I think it'd be better if I died, but I wanna take someone with me
I don't wanna get arrested, I want the cop to kill me
Been playing so many roles, I forgot who's the real me
Been playing so many roles, I forgot who's the real me
Been playing so many roles, I forgot who's the real me