Interlude

[Verse]
It’s so absurd, absorb the blood
Accelerate the car, need to brighten up
Can’t afford any more
Admire the pain
Condemned useless, there's no value to me
And this feeling it’s patchy, time to kick off my plan
Fill my flimsy body with pills until blue fills my hands
And the grey walls speak to me, they want me dead
But that’s nothing new, I know I want it as well
And at night I sneaked into the kitchen
Took my mom's pills, which are prescriptions
And they make me feel so well, so good, alive
And if I take a knife, I think I might die